I’m so bored with my life and I don’t know what to do about it. I live in the middle of nowhere and don’t have a car. I have no way to make money, so I don’t know how I Could possibly buy a car. I have a two year old to take care of, so its not like I can just get a ride to somewhere. I love that I can stay home with him, and I love seeing him learn and grow every day. Some days I think getting a job would be easier, not having to deal with the craziness every day. But…in the end I can’t even imagine not being with him all day every day. I love how he crawls into bed with me every morning. I love that we have a routine. We get up, change diapers/go potty, go get my coffee (“fee” if you ask him) and his milk (guch if you ask him) and then we go cuddle on the couch and watch mickey (foofy in Parker speak) and wait for the sun to come up. Then we make oatmeal, mix in our mixins and enjoy our breakfast. We spend the day doing random stuff. I need to play with him more. We’ve been exercising together, he’s so cute. Today I got down and pretended to be an animal and he rode around on my back. We built mega blocks towers. It was fun, needs to happen more often and for longer stretches. We’ve been eating much healthier, I need to do better though. Watch portions, not let him have too much of one thing. Him eating raisins instead of “ookies” is good, but I think he’s eating too many raisins and its messing with his pooping. He’s got this nasty cough which is screwing with his sleeping. Its been a rough two weeks. In other words so far 2012 has sucked.
I want to learn to paint.
I want to start scrapbooking.
I want to have a killer garden.
I want to read the books I have in my kindle and nook.